: Mujhe choome...mujhe sahalaaye.mujhe dabaaye. - PART III

 Mujhe choome...mujhe sahalaaye.mujhe dabaaye. - PART III

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us ke haath meri peeth aur kulhom par ghumane lage. mai us se aur wo
mujhase chipakane lagaa. mere stan baar baar us ke seene se dabaaye.
us ki bhi sas tej thi aur meri bhee. mujhe sharam bhi bahut a rahi
thee. mera usake saath yah dusara moka thaa. ath mai jyada ektiv paart
na lee. bas chupachaap padi rahee jo kiya usi ne kiyaa aur kya kiya ?
are bhaaiwahi kiya jo aap mard log ham auratom ke saath karate ho.
pahale saadi utaaree phir peteekot ka naada dhumdhaa..kheecha..dono
cheeje tago se baahar...mai to kahati hi rah gayee..are kya karate
ho..-are kya karate ho.. wo to sab kheech khach ke nikaal diyaa. phir
baari aayi blaauj kee.wo khula..mai to us ka haath pakad
lee..nahi...yah nahi.. par wah kya sune ?.ulte pakada pakadi mem usaka
haath kai baar mere mammom se takaraayaa. abhi tak wah mere mammom ko
nahi pakada thaa. blaauj utaarane ke chakkar me usaka haath baar baar
mere mammom se chua to bada hi achcha lagaa. aur phir jab usne meri
baadi kholi to meri dasha bahut kharaab thee. sas bahut jor se chal
rahi thee. gaal gulaabi ho rahe the. dil dhad dhad karake baj raha
thaa. shareer ka saara rakta bah kar neeche guptag ki taraph hi bah
raha thaa. usane mere saare kapade khol daale. mai raat ke andhere mem
naukar ki khatiya par namgi padi thee..aur phir andhere me mujhe
sarasaraahat se laga ki wah bhi kapade utaar raha hai. phir do
mardaane haathom ne meri tage utha dee.ghutano se mod dee. choda dee.
kuch garam saa-kadak samardaana amg mere guptag se a tikaa. aur jor
laga kar apana raasta mere andar banaane lagaa. dard ki ek teekhi
lahar si mere andar daud gayee. mai apane hothom ko jor se bheech kar
apani cheekh ko baahar na nikalane dee. shareer aith gayaa..mai bistar
ki chaadar ko mutthi mem jakad lee. wah ghusata gaya aur mai use apane
andar samaati gayee. sheeghra hi wah mere andar pura land ghusa kar
dhakke lagaane lagaa. mard thaa. taakatawar thaa. pahaadi thaa. gav ka
thaa..aur sabase badi baat.pichale chah mahine se apani beebi se nahi
mila thaa. use shahar ki padhi likhi khubasurat malakin mil gayi to
mast ho uthaa. jo iksath baasatha kari to mere liye to sambhaalana
kathin ho gayaa. bahut jor jor se pela kambakta ne..mere paasa aur koi
chaara bhi na thaa. padi rahi pelawaati rahee. hariya ka land dusari
baar meri chut mem gaya thaa. bahut mota sa.kada kada..garam
garam..roj mai kalpana karati thi ki mera mard mujhe aise chodega
waise chodegaa. aaj mai sachamuch chudawa rahi thee.
vaastavik..sachchi ki chudaayee.mard ke land ki chudaayee..na to wah
mere mammom ko haath lagaayaa. na hamaare beech koi chuma chaati huee.
bas ek mote land lund ne ek vidhawa chut ko chod daalaa..aur phir jab
khushi ke pal khatam hue to wah alag huaa. apana dher sa veerya vah
mere amdar choda thaa. pata nahi kya hoga meraa.sochati mai utha
baithee.aur namgi hi daud kar kamare se baahar nikal gayee. baatharum
to mai ja kar mene apane kamare me kee. bahut sa veerya mere jagho aur
jhatom par lag gaya thaa.sab mene paani se dho kar saaph kiyaa...

(Agale Din).subah jab mai uthi to badan buri tarah tut raha tha. beete
kal mene apane naukar hariya ke saath suhaagaraat jo manaayi thi. mai
roj ki tarah skool gayi. khaana khaaya..shaam ko pados ki misej varma
a gayi to unake saath baithi. saara ruteen chalabas jo nahi chala wo
yah tha ki mene saara din hariya se nazarem nahi milaayi. raat ko
khaane ke baad jab mai rasoyi me gayi to wah vaheem tha. mera haath
pakad kar bola.bibijee raat ko aaogi na.. mere to gaal sharam se laal
ho uthe. haath chuda kar chali aayi. raat munna ke so jaane ke baad
bhi meri aamkhom me neemd nahi thi. bas hariya ke baare me hi sochati
rahi. kareeb ek ghanta beet gaya.usane intazaar kiya hoga. mai nahi
gayi to wahi aaya. darawaaje ki kundi kya baji mera dil baj utha.
maine dhadakate dil ko saadi se kas kar darawaaja khola.wahi
tha..bibijee..mai andar aaum ?.mai na me garadan hilaayi to wah mera
haath pakad kal ki tarah kheechata hua apane kamare ki or le chala.
mai vidhava apane naukar ke land ka maja lene ke liye usake peeche
peeche chal di. us raat hariya ke kamare me meri do baar chudaai hui.
puri tarah saare kapade khol kar...mai to na na hi karati rah
gayi..wah meri ek na suna. wo bhi nmgamai bhi namgi. andhera kar ke.
naukar ki khatiya par. wahi taamge utha karkal vaale aasan se..ek baar
se to jaise us ka pet hi nahi bhara. ek baar nipatane ke thodi der
baad hi khada karake dubaara ghused diya. bahut saara veerya meri chut
me choda. par na mere mammom ko haath lagaaya na koi chumma chaati
kiya. bas ek pahaadi land shahar ki pyaasi chut ko chodata raha. jab
chud li to kal ki tarah hi uthakar chupachaap apane kamare me a gayi
us raat jab mai soi to maine manthan kiya..sukh kaha hai. takiya daba
ke kalpanik chudaayi me yaa hariya ke pahaadi mote land se vaastavik
chudaayi me. vidhava hu to kya mujhe land se chudawaane ka adhikaar
nahi hai ? jindagi bhar yum hi tadapati rahu ? nahi..mai hariya ka
haath pakad leti hu. naukar he to kya hua. kya usake man nahi hai ?
kya wah mard nahi hai? usame to aisa sab kuch hai jo aurat ko chaahiye
padata hai. phir ? naukar hai to kya hua ? mard to hai. swaabhaav
kitana achcha hai. pichale do saal se mere saath hai kabhi shikaayat
ka mauka nahi diya. are yah to aur bhi achcha hai. ghar ke ghar
me.kisi ko maalum bhi na padega. samaaj ne shaadi ki samstha kyom
banaayi hai? taakiland chut ka milan ghar ke ghar me hota rahe. jab
land ka man ho wo chut ko chod le aur jab chut ka man aaye wo land se
chuda le. har wakt dono ek dusare ke liye avelebal rahem. ab maan lo
mai koi mard baahar ka karati hu to kya hogaa wo aayega to pure
mohalle ko khabar lag jaayegi ki Seema ke ghar koi aaya hai. raat bhar
to wo haragij nahi rah sakega. us ki khud ki bhi femili hogi. hamesha
ek dar sa bana rahega. is se to yah kitana achcha hai. ghar ke ghar me
pura mard chaaho to raat bhar maja lo..kisi ko kya pata padata ki tum
apane ghar me kya kar rahe ho. phir is ki femili bhi gaamv me hai. yah
to gaamv vese bhi saal chah maheene me jaata hai. un logom ko bhi kya
phark padata hai ki hariya yahaam kisake saath maje lut raha hai..to
mai kya karum ?.theek hai- ho gaya jo ho gaya..bhagawaan ki maraji
samajh kabul karati hu..lekin hariya bhi kya ise kabul karegaa?.use
kya chaahiye ?.mujhe maalum hai mard ko kya chaahiye hota hai jo use
chaahiye wo mai use dumgi to wah kyom mana karega bhalaa?.wah bhi to
bina aurat ke yahaam rahata hai.us ka bhi to man karata hoga. man to
karata hi hai tabhi to kal bhi choda aur aaj phir a gaya..yadi mere
jaisi sundar aurat is se raaji raaji se chudaayegi to kyom nahi
chodega bhala ?.dekhate hai aage kya hota hai mere bhaagya me mard ka
sukh hai ya nahi..

agala din meri jindagi ka khubasurat din tha. mai phesala le chuki
thi. mai hariya se sambandh kaayam rakhugi. jawaani ke maje lumgi.
subah se mene apane roj ke kaam me man lagaaya..nahaate me mene apani
chut ko saabun laga laga kar khub saaf kiya. baad me apani jhaamtadaar
chut ko khub paavadar lagaaya. chut par haath lagaate hue mujhe hariya
ka hi dhyaan aaya. ab tak yah chut hariya ke lund se do dinom me chaar
baar chud chuki thi. ab yah chut hariya ki chut hai..dopahar mai skool
gayi. shaam ko ghar ka dusara kaam kiya. khaane ke baadmai munna ko
lekar apane kamare me a gayi. mujhe intazaara tha ki munna so jaaye to
kuch ho. munna so gaya to socha mai khud hariya ke paas chali
jaaum.phir man me aayadekhu to sahi aaj hariya ki kya riekshan rahati
hai.wah intarested hoga to apane aap aayega. mere kaam sukh ka aage ka
bhavishya usake aane, na aane par hi nirbhar rahega. mai intazaar
karati rahi... mera intazaar vyarth nahi gaya. bhagawaan mujh par
prasanna tha. thodi der baad kumdi khadaki..mera man naach utha. meri
khushi ka thikaana nahi tha.mai to utha kar seedhi devi ma ke
simhaasan ke paas gayi aur unako haath jod kar namaskaar ki ki he ma
mera sab kaam achche se karana.mujhe kisi cheej ki kami nahi hai.ghar
hai,naukari hai,bachcha hai...bas mard nahi haimard ka land nahi
hai.so ab aapane samyog banaaya hai..ise theek se nibhaane dena. itani
der me to kundi dubaara khadak gayi. mene ja kar darawaaja
khola.hariya saamane tha. use saamane pa kar mai na jaane kyom sharama
uthi..so gayi thi beebi ji..usane bade pyaar se pucha..mujhase to mumh
se bol hi nahi phuta. bas na me gardan hila di. tab...hariya..mera
naukar..mujhe haath pakad kal ki tarah hi apane kamare me le gaya.
usake saath jaate jaate mera dil kal se bhi jyada jor jor se dhadak
raha tha. is ghadi ka to mai shaam se intazaar kar rahi thi. wahaam.us
ke kamare me..jab wah mujhe pakad kheechane laga to mai chitak kar bol
uthi.darawaaja..wah chupachaap ja kar darawaaja laga aaya..to mai
saadi ka pallu umgali par lapetate hue kahi.har.r.riya..la..i..t. wah
chupachaap ja kar laaeet bujha kamare me andhakaar kar diya.aur paas a
kar mujhe pakada to mai khud usake seene se lag gayi. wah wahi khade
khade mujhe sahalane laga..wah meri peeth par haath phera..peeth se
kamar par aaya.aur phir neeche pomd tak pahumch gaya. aapase sach
kahati hu usake dwaara apane pomd sahalaaye jaane se meri saams
dhokani ki tarah chalane lagi thi. wah khade bahut der tak mere
pichawaade par apana haath pherata raha. usake is tarah haath pherane
se hi mai to geeli ho uthi. aur buri tarah us ke seene me ghusane
lagi..mera gala sukh gaya tha.khade rahana mushkil ho raha tha. aisa
lag raha tha mai behosh ho kar hi gir padumgi. usi haalat me wah mere
kapade utaarane laga to meri haalat aur kharaab hogayi. us ne khade
khade hi andhere band kamare me mere saare kapade khol
daale..saadi.1.peteekot...2.blouse..3.aur ant me bra.4.aapaki
jaanakaari ke liye bata du ki waise skool jaate samay to mai penti
pahanati hu par ghar me rahati hu to utaar deti hu.

aur raat me bhi mai to saadi blaauj me hi soti hu.meksi nahi pahanati
hu..to.mai ek dam namgi ho kar bahut sharamaayi.wo to achcha tha ki
andhera tha. phir pal bhar wo alag hua aur apane kapade khol diya. ab
jo mujhe khade khade apani baahom me liya to wo pal mere liye bahut
aanamd daayak tha. bahut anokha. ek dam alag..namga wonamgi mai.dono
ek dusare se khade khade chipak gaye. wahi mujhe baahom me bheechamai
to bas chupachaap usake seene se lag gayi.mere to sharam ke maare
haath hi na uthe ki use apani baahom me bhar lum. bahut achcha lag
raha tha. wah isi haalat me jab mere pichawaade par haath phiraaya to
bas mujhe laga mai khade khade hi moot dumgi. chut me ajeeb tarah ki
surasuri ho rahi thi. tabhee wah mujhe andhere me khatiya par lita
diya..aur mere upar chadh kar meri taamgom ko utha diya. agale hi pal
usaka mota lund meri chut se a kar ada..aur dabaav ke saath andar hone
laga. mujhe jaamgho ke beech tej dard hua. meri chut mote lund ke
dwaara chodi ki ja rahi thi. mai bistar me pade pade tadap uthi. puri
prawesh kriya ke dauraan mene ek baar karaah ke
kaha.ha..ri..yaaaaaah...dheere..par yah nahi kaha ki hariya mat karo.
aaj meri manhsthiti dusari thi. aaj to mai khud chudawaana chaahati
thi. maine khud apani taangom ko phela kar usaka lund andar karawaaya.
wah andar ghusa chuka to bola..bas beebi ji...ho gaya..lekin ghusa kar
ruka nahi.bas dhakke lagaane shuru kar diye. ab lund andar jaayebaahar
nikale.mai padi padi thusakati jaaum. umhuk..umhuk..umhuk.andar-
baahar.andarbaahar.umhuk..umhuk..umhuk.hariya ne thodi hi der me wo
maja la diya jo mere naseeb me tha hi nahi.jisake liye mai hamesha
tarasati rahati thi. wo maja mujhe takiya laga kar kabhi nahi aata
tha. umhuk..uhumk.umhuk. khatiya ko hilata hua mai saaph saaph mahasus
kar rahi thi. umhuk..uhumk.umhuk. jab usaka mota sa lund andar jaata
tha to mere mumh se apane aap thusakane ki aawaaj nikalati thi. is
tarah kamare me raat ke andhere me do aawaajem badi der tak gumjati
rahi.khatiya ki char char aur meri umhuk um. aur.phir...achche kaam ka
amt to hota hi hai. meri chudaai ka bhi amt hua. wah jhada..ek
dam..achaanak se.phorsaphul..veerya ka phawwaara meri chut me chut
pada. us samay ke lagane waale jhatake bade hi adbhud the.pahale mera
is aur dhyaan hi nahi gaya tha. lundjo ki lohe ki raad ki tarah sakht
thaa-mere andar aisi jor jor se tunaka ki bas pucho mat. usaka
phoolanajhataka lenaaur phirveerya chodana mahsoos kar mai khushi se
paagal ho uthi. aur usi pagalapan me jaanate hai kya hua ?.mera khud
ka skhalan ho gaya. gauratalaba hai ki pichali chudaayeeyom me mera
apana dischaarj nahi hua tha.yah meri aaj ki maanasik awastha ka
parinaam tha ki mai aaj dischaarj hui. ek dam badan dhooja..kampakapi
aayi..aur.meri chut paani chod baithi. mai to behaal...usi awastha me
mujhe na jaane kya soojha ki mai hariya ko pakad kar apane upar gira
li.usake gale me baahe daal di.buri tarah lipat gayi. bekhudi me mere
hoth kah uthe..ha..ri..ya.mere..ra..ja. wah jhad chuka tha. usi
awastha me apana lund mere andar daale hairat se bol pada.raaja ??

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