Blackmail...

Blackmail...a long stori

 

mey aik mashraqqi lerki hon..humaari iqdaar humain ijazaat nahi deti key mey lerki ho ker apney saath chand nehayat hi nijji aur khofnaak halat bayan karon who bhi pori duniya key samney laikin merey chand bhut hi qareebi doston aur azeezon key kehney sey mey apni hi jasi chand massom lerkiyon ki zindagi aur un ki izaat bachaney key liye yeh sab aap sey share ker rahi hon..ho sakta hey merey yeh sab bayan kerney sey kuch massom lerkiyan humarey mashrey key darindoon key haath khilona banney sey bach sakain jo hum massom lerkiyon key jisa ko nasirf apni ayyashi bukey apni kammai ka zerya jantey hoye hum sey her jayez aur na jayez kaam kerwatey hain aur hum sab jantey hoye bhi majbour hotey hain waja humara mashraa hi hoyta hey jo key baja tour per sirf mardoon ka mashraa hey..hum laakh apney aap ko behla lain key aaj mard aur aurat meykoi farq nahi mard aur aurat baraber key haqoq rakhtey hain laikin yeh kitaabi batain sirf kitabon mey hi achi lagtin hain ya siyasatdanoon key monh sey…haqeqat kiya hey yeh hum jaisi lerkiyan jo hallat ki bhent cherhti hain to pata chalti hey…mey bhi apni university key zamaney mey aurton key hqoq key liye bhut hi active khayal ki jati thi…aisi tamam ter sergermiyon mey khob berh charh ker hissa leti…kiya maloom tha key aik din jeeti jagtii ibraat ka nishaan bana di jaon gi…aap yeh kahani perhtey waqt khayal na kerye ga meri zaban sey adaa hotey staight sentences ya language sey kion key mey ney apney saath beetey hoye waqiyat hurf ba hurf naqal kiye hain to zaban per janey key bajaye is kahani mey chuppey hoye jazboon aur khayalat ko janye ga…yeh un dino ki baat hey jab auraat per jawani aati hey mujh per bhi jawani aai thi..umangain jawan thin khuwaab in ankhon mey bhi sajtey they..khawaab jo kabhi porey nahi hotey..khuwaab jo insaan ko andekhi duniyaaon mey ley jatey hain..jawani key khuwaab jo rangeen aur sangeen hotey hain…meri ankhhain bhi khuwab dekhtin thin…merey dil mey bhi aik gher aik shoher bachey in sab ka armaan tha…mey ummer ki us dehleez per thi jahan duniya bhut hi haseen dikhti hey..jawani bhi tout ker aai thi..meri dostain aksaar merey allher jisam ko shararat sey chertin aur fiqrey kastin..kiya hi kassa hua aur mast jisam tha…chehra bilkul kittabi..hansta hua…ankhain jaisey jheel ki andekhi gehraiyan…khobsorat lehratey baal…khobsorat gora rang…aur ander ka haal to mey hi jaanti thi…khobsorat gori uthhan liye hoye chaatiyan jin ki bulandi himaliya ko bhi sherma dey aur jis ki nermi makhmal ko bhi maat dey..us per laggi gullabi butniya…neechey patli kamar jo zara sea zor perney per bal kha jaye..bhaari kolhey…aur sehatmand jisam….merey pass who sab kuch tha jis ki mard tammna kerta hey..aik haseen dil…jazbey ..kis chez ki kammi thi..aur yehi baat thi mey universiry mey herdil azeez thi…kiya larkey aur kiya larkiyan..sab hi dost they…bhut khobsorat din they…

Ab behad zarori hey mey apna taruuf bhi kerwti chalon takey meri is dataan ka tasulsul na kharab ho sakey..mera naam Aashi hey…Apney maa baap ki bahad laadli aur chaheti beti hon..aur akloti bhi..merey papa aik kamyaab business man hain..jin ka busnies duniya key kai mulkon mey phela hua hey…laikin merey papa ney mujhey bhut pyar diya…unhoon ney duniya key serd-o-garam sey hamseha bacha ker rakha..mujh sey kehtey they "Beta aashi tum ko jo perhna hey who apney hi mulk mey reh ker perh lo baher universities hum muslims key liye nahi hain wahan ka mahol bhut hi kharab hey" itney paisey aur itni daulat honey key bawajod merey papa bhut hi seedhey saadhey insaan they..hum Lahore key aik posh ilaqey mey rehtey they..merey papa ney humain pori duniya ghumai ..mujhey aur mama ko laikin hum hamesha laut ker apney Pakistan hi aaye..yehi humara watan tha..yehi humara gher tha..papa kaha kertey they…"Admi ki thakkan hamesha us key gher aa ker hi uterti hey.." aur un ki baat sahi thi…hum duniya key haseen taren mulkon mey bhi ghomey…five star hotels key nehayyat hi shanddaar rooms mey rahey laikin aik zehni asoudgi na thi…aur who humain apney watan mey aa ker hi milli…

To mey bata rahi thi Papa ziada ter apney busnies tours per hotey they..gher per mey aur mama rehtin thin…waisey to servents bhut they gher mey laikin hum maa beti aik dosrey sey hi dil ki batain kiya kertey they..meri mama meri behtreeen dost thin mey hamesha university sey a ker apni mama key saath lunch kerti aur din bher ki batain un sey discus kerti aur who meri her baat suntan..mujhey mashwarey detin ..kabhi papa hotey to hum teeno khob batain kiya kertey..yunhi zindagi key shab-o-roz guzer rahey they…waqt ka chakker chal raha tha…sab kuch haseen tha..bhut haseen…aur yeh haseen ehsaas tab tak qayyam raha jab tak meri zindagi mey "Mohabbat " ka ehsaas nahi aa gaya..Aur yeh ehsaas peda kerney wala tha "FARAZ" …Who "Economics" mey masters ker raha tha aur mey "Mass Communications" mey humarey department alag alag they..laikin kabhi canteen mey to kabhi library mey aamna saman ho hi jata tha..aur na janey kab mey "FARAZ" ki mohabbat mey gireftaar ho gai pata hi na chala..woh merey dil per hukumrani kerney laga..wohi merey khuwabon mey aaney laga..mey kahin bhi hoti us hi key barey mey sochti…us ka khayyal merey charsou phel jata..aur mey pareshan ho gai..mey abhi apna career banana chahti thi…laikn kiya karon yeh dil manta hi na tha..woh to bus aik hi naam janta tha.."FARAZ" us key siwa ussey kuch sojhta hi na tha…who din ba din merey qareeb hota chala gaya…ab hum ziada ter time saath guzartey…khob ghomtey ..ghanton bethey aik dosrey ki ankhon mey dekha kertey batain kiya kertey..mey khud ko us key pyar ki ghanni chaoun mey bhut hi purskoon mehsoos kerti aur jab who mujh sey juda hota to aisa lagta jaisey zindagi hi juda hoi ja rahi hey..woh meri kamzori ban gaya tha… Mera koi qasour na tha bhala dil per bhi kisi ka zor chalta hey…mohabbat ka jadoo sir cherh ker bol raha tha..aksar hum sar-e-shaam Ravi kinarey bethey Aik dosrey ko takka kertey, mey us key kandhey sey sir tikaye kisi dour anjaani andekhi duniya mey pohnchi hoti..kab time guzer jata pata hi na chalta tha..mey apney aap sey bhi beperwah hoti ja rahi thi..meri mama ney mujh mey honey wali tabdeliyon ko note to kiya laikin mujh sey pocha nahi..shayyad who intezaar mey thin key hamesha ki tarrah mey hi unhain bataon gi aur mey ney apni zindagi ki bhut bari ghalti yeh ki key apni mama jo meri her baat ki raazdar thin..jinhon ney bchpan sey hamesha her tarah key hallaat mey mujhey sambhala tha…sahara diya tha..un sey hi yeh itni bari baat chuppa li…Kash mey aisa na kerti…mey faraz ki mohabbat mey doobti challi gai aur who bhi mujhey is key moqey deta raha Isi tarah din guzertey rahey…mey faraz per zour deti key who apney waldain ko merey gher rishtey key liye bhejey laikin who apney career ko ley ker bhut hi jazbaati tha..us ka keha n tha key who abhi merey qabil nahi hey…mey aik ameer baap ki akloti aulaad thi aur who aik middle class family sey tha….aur yehi cheez humarey dermiyan dewar ban rahi thi..mujhey apni daulat sey apney baap key naam sey nafraat si mehsoos honey lagi..mey sochney lagti key kash mey bhi aik ghareeb baap ki beti hoti..us baap key liye mey soch rahi thi jis ney bachpan sey khud sey ziada mujh ko chaha tha meri zara si takleef per pori pori raat merey sirhaney betha rehta tha..merey papa ney mujh ko jitni mohabbat di thi bhut hi kam baap apni betiyon sey ker patey hain…who mujhey dekh dekh ker jeetey they…aur apney unhi papa ki beti honey per aaj mujhey afsous ho raha tha….aap andaaza ker hi saktey hain key mohabbat kitna monh zor jazba hota hey..mey faraz ki mohabbat mey andhi ho gait hi….apney papa ka shafqat bhara chehra bhi mujhey dikhai na deta tha..apni mama ki mohabbat nazer na aati thi…na janey kiya ho gaya tha mujhey ab sochti hon to heart hoti hey key mujh jaisi mazbout perhi likhi lrki ka mohabbat ney yeh hallat ker di to aik aam larki key dil-o-dimaagh per yeh kiya bijliyan giraati ho gi aur shayyad yehi aik ehsaas hey jo mujhey meri dastaan aap tak pohnchaney per majbour ker rahi hey…

University ki picnic ho ya koi party mey faraz ki pasand key kaprey pehnti usey dikhaney key liye sajti sanwartius ki ankhon mey pasandedgi dekh ker meri khud per ki gai saari mehnat wasoul ho jati..mey ney ab tak apney gher per kuch nahi bataya tha..mey intezar ker rahi thi key faraz kab apney waldain sey meri baat kerta hey to mey bhi apni mama ko faraz key barey mey bataoon..

(note: dear friends yeh mohabbat ki dastaan kaafi taweel aur yaksaniyat per mushtamil hey dastaan key tasalsul key liye mey kaafi ghair zarori waqiyat hazaf ker key asal mattan aap tak pohncha raha hon..Zia Shahneel)

Akhir university sey juda honey key din qareeb aa gaye..mera israar bertha jar aha tha..key faraz ab humari baat ker ley takey hum zindagi key saathi ban jayen laikin faraz tha key ab tak talley jar aha tha..Najney who kis cheez ka intezaar ker raha tha..udher merey rishtey aaney shroo ho gaye they..papa key dostoon key gharanoon sey …laikin mey thi key faraz key ishq mey pagal hoi ja rahi thi..akhir aik roz merey israar sey mutasir ho ker faraz ney mujh sey kah.."Aashi kiya tum merey saath merey gher challo gi mey tumhain apni maa sey milwana chahta hon…"

Mey to khushi key ehsaas sey shershaar ho gai..mey foran hi raazi ho gai aur agley roz ka program bana..us din mey ney apney aap ko khoob ajaya..sanwara mey apney honey waley gher mey pehli baar ja rahi thi..apney honey waley humsafer key gher..jo meri jannat tha..jahan mey ney aik nai zindagi shroo kerni thi aur jin logon key saath shroo kerni thin aaj mujhey un sey milna tha..mey ney apna behtreen suit pehna halka makeup kiya..us key baad ghantoon aainey mey kharri apney sirapey mey koi kammi dhondhti rahi..mama ney kai baar pocha aaj koi khaas din hey laikin mey ney un ko yeh keh ker mutmayin ker diya key mey university mey honey wali aik party key liye ja rahi hon..mama khamosh to ho gain laikin un ki nigahain bata rahin thin key who mutmaion nahi thin..shayyad maa honey kiwaja sey unhain apni beti per lehratey ghanney saaye nazer aa gaye they..laikin na janey kion who chup hi rahin…aur mey tayyar ho ker tey shudda program key mutabiq sahi time per university pohnch gain..university key baher Faraz aik dost ki gaari mey mera muntazir tha…mey jaldi sey us key saath beth gai aur us ney gaari apney gher ki janib dora di…us ka gher Lahore key us ilaqey mey tha jahan mey kabhi nahi gait hi..woh aik middle class area tha..yahan mera kahi guzer nahi hua tha..mey tezi sey guzertey manazir dilchaspi sey dekh rahi thi..faraz koi baat nahi ker raha tha..woh ghair mamoli tour per khamosh tha..

Faraz na janey kin galiyon mey ghumaata hua mujhey aik alag thalg sey banney aik tareek aur tang sey makkan per ley aaya..mey us ka gher dekh ker jhijhak gai..mey khud sey ziada faraz per aitmaad kerti thi..woh kai baar merey saath tanha bhi raha tha..laikin kahi aik haad sey aagey nahi gaya tha..woh mujhey dewanoon ki tarah chomta tha…merey hont chusta tha..laikin bus is sey ziada kuch nahi jab key mey un kamzour lamhon mey shayyad khob per qabo kho bethti thi aur dil ki anjaan gehriyon sey awaz aati key faraz aur bhi aagey berhey laikin who is sey aagey kabhi nahi berha …mujh ko faraz per aitmaad tha laikin mey jhijki is liye thi key us ka gher merey khayalon sey bhi kahin bedter tha..aap khud sochain mera gher 5000 yds per tha mera akela karma hi us key porey gher sey bara tha..us per na rang-oroghan..ajeb wehshat si baras rahi thi us makkan per…to yeh sab dekh ker mera jhijkna qudratti tha..Faraz muskura ker bola.."kion kiya hua aashi..meri maa sey nahi milna..?"

Mey sab kuch zehen sey jhatak ker muskurati hoi car sey utter gai..aur Faraz key saath gher key derwazey per pohnchi…derwazey per dstak di faraz ney ander kuch lamhey khamoshi rahi phir aik borhi si aurat ney derwaza khola..hakkal per hi phitkaar pari thi us key…Faraz bola."Yeh humarey ghe rper kam kerti hey."

Mey aner aai us ney mujhey aik kamrey mey bitha diya..ajeeb boseeda sa sofa tha..woh ander chala gaya mujhey wahan bitha ker…kuch dair baa dander sey kisi key bolney ki awazian aaney lagin aur abhi mey is per ghour hi ker rahi thi key ander sey teen ghundey qisam key aadmi ander aa gaye..mey apney aap mey simat si gai…faraz un key peechey hi tha..Aik udhair umer aadmi merey jisam key paar uter janey wali nigahon sey mujhey dekhta hua bola.."Fajji beta..tou ney apna kaam sahi tarah kiya ab tou ja aur is ki kisi dost sey is key gher phone kerwa dey key yeh aaj raat nahi aaye gi baaqi sara kaam yeh bacha log ker lain gey.."

Mey hakka bakka faraz ko dekh rahi thi..woh mujh sey nazrain nahi milla raha tha..woh us aadmi sey bola.."Boss kuch paisey mil jatey to..woh kiya hey naa aaj kal jaib bilkul khali hey…"

Boss bola."abhi to tou maal laya hey zara is ko test ker leney dey terey paisey tujhey mi;l jayen gey ab tou ja yahan sey.."

Mey jaldi sey uth ker faraz sey ja laggi aur phaat phatti awaz sey us sey boli."Yeh sab kiya hey faraz?"

Faraz kuch na bola..us aadmi sey bola."Boss ab is churiya ko pakrou mujhey abhi aik aur maal ki taraf jana hey.."

Do admi meri taraf lapkey aur mujhey bazoo sey jaker liya..Faraz baher ki taraf janey laga..mey cheekh cheekh ker faraz k0o apni mohabbat key wastey deney laggi us ki minatain kerney laggi key who mujhey in derindoon key paas na chour ker jaye..laikin us ney kjaisey kaan band ker liye they..meri cheekh-o-pukaar sun ker wih udhair umer aadmi jis ko Boss key naam sey pukara gaya tha aagey berha aur merey phool jaisey galoon per aik zordaar hath mara..meri awaz aik dam ruk gai mey heart sey but bani re gai in galoon ko hamesha pyar milla tha aaj tak merey baap ney bhi mujh per haath na uthaya tha..merey aansoo behney lagey..woh apni khoni awaz mey bola.."sun churiya..Woh tera aashiq humara aadmi tha hum ney tujh jaisi ameer baap ki auladon ko ghrney key liye paala hey ussey ab terey baap sey paisey nikalwayengey jab tak tujhey yahan rehna ho ga aur hum jo kahain who kerna ho ga..issi mey teri bhalai hey…ab terey halaq sey awaz nikli to gala daba ker yahin gaar dain gey tujhey.."

Aur mey ander tak sehem gai..

Unhoon ney mujhey ander aik kamrey mey band ker diya….mey bethi apni qismat ko kosti rahi aur faraz key is tarah badal janey per heraan hoti rahi..Shaam mey Boss phir ander aaya…aur ghour sey merey nazdeek beth ker merey jisam ko ghorta raha aur mey simtti bethi rahi..woh challa gaya..Kuch dair baad wohi dono us key chamchey ander aaye aur High resolution cameras fit kerney lagey..,meri samjh nahi aa raha tha key yeh sab kiya ho raha tha…who kiya kerna chah rahey they…Kuch dair baad boss aaya ru bola.."Dekh lerki hum ney socha hey key kal hum tujhey chour dain..ab gher ja ker tou kiya bahan banati hey yeh tou khoud soh ley.."

Mey us key paon per gir parri.."aap mujh per rehem karain.aap jo mangain gey mey aa ko don gi "''Boss kameeni hansi hans ker bola.."To tou ney yeh kaisey soch liya key hum kuch liye baghair tujhey yahan sey kjaney dain gey.."

Mey boli.."aap mujhey gher janey dain.mey wada kerti hon key aap jitney pasiey bolain gey mey aap ko dongi.."

Boss bola.."Laikin jan-eman tumhara kiya bharosa key yahan sey tum seedhi police key pass nahi jati ya apney wadey sey mukker nahi jaatin.."

Mey us ko yaqeen dilate rahi aur who hansta raha..Akhir bola…"Tum fikar na karo kal subah hum tumhain chour dain gey aur paisey bhi tum hi la ker do gi.."

Mey khamosh ho gai..Meri samjh mey kuch nahi aa raha tha key yeh log mujhey abhi kion nahi chour rahey subah ka intezaar kion ker rahey hain..Apni mama ka khayyal alag pareshan ker raha tha who kitni pareshan hongi mey ab tak gher nahi pohnchi thi…aur raat key saaye gehrey hotey ja rahey they…akhir raat ko derwaza khulla wohi makrooh shakkal aurat merey liye khan alai..mey ney zeher maar ker liya thora bhut..Kuch hi dair guzri thi key boss aur us key cheeley is halat mey ander aaye key un key hathon mey sharab ki bottles latki hoi yhin aur un ki ankhon mey shetaniyat saaf dekhi ja sakti thi..mey anjaney lamhon ki khofnakiyon ko mehsos ker key sehem gai aur bister per aik taraf simaat ker beth gai..na janey kiya honey wala tha..yeh log to mujhey rehaa kerney waley they..to ab yeh kis iradey sey yahan aaye they..dono cheeley ja ker camera waghera sahi kerney lagey aur boss merey bed key qareeb aik chair per beth gayaa ur meri taraf gehri nazroon sey dekhtey hoye sharaab peeney laga…

(To Be Continued…)

(2nd Part )

Insaan jab chotta hota hey..to chaand ki taraf bari hasraat sey dekhta hey us ki khobsorti us ki kashish ussey khenchti hey ussey who bhut hi pyaara lagat hey..us ki masoom ankhon mey us chaand ki khobsorti ko hasil kerney ussey apna bananey ki hasrat hoti hey laikin jaisey jaisey who bara hota hey ya yun keh lain jaisey jaisey bashaour hota hey to ussey pata chalta hey key yeh chaand jo ussey bhut khobsorat laga kerta tha jis ko who her aib sey paak samjhta tha..us mey to hazaron daagh hain…qareeb sey dekhney per chaand ki asal soraat nazer aati hey us key daagh nazer aatey hain..kuch aisa hi merey saath hua tha..mey apni na samjhi ki waja sey Faraz ki zahri khobsorti sey dhokka kha gait hi…us key dil ki kallak us key dil ki badsortti ab merey samney haqeqat bani bethi thi…Aur yeh to aik aafaqi usool hey duniya ka jab sey yeh duniya wajoud mey aai hey.."Aap is duniya ko job hi detey hain wohi yeh aap ko wapis kerti hey"…mey ney bhi to apney maa bap key andhey aitmaad apni mama ki purkholous mohabbat key badley un ko kiya diya tha..aik ajnabi key saath challi aai thi..aik ajnabi ko apney maa baap per foqiyat di thi aur us ka phal us ka silla us anjaam ab mey bhugatney wali thi…Who makrooh sorat aadmi nihayyat hi gehri .gandi nazroon ey merey badan key an gang ka nazara ker raha tha us ki nazrain jaisey merey badan key kapron key aar paar utri ja rahin thin…us key dono chamchey apna camera set kerney mey masroof they…Boss ki umer jis ka naam baad mey mujhey maloom hua..(Pervaiz LALA tha aur who apney halqey mey LALA key naam sey jana jata tha) Lala ki umer taaqreban 45 saal thi..sir key aur chehrey per uggi gandi si daarhi key beshter baal sufaid ho challey they..kaala rang..makrooh ankhain bhaari papotey jo us key aadi sharabi honey ki gawahi dey rahey they..berha hua cherbi zada pait…nehayat hi ganda aur bedboo daar jisam liye merey samney betha hawaas bhari ankhon sey mujhey ghour raha tha…aur mey itney sey bed per aik koney mey simty apney korey aur bedagh jisam ko us ki nazroon sey bachaney ki Nakaam koshish ker rahi thi…

Akhir cameras on ho gaye…aur us room mey lagey hoye high power mercury bulbs on ker diye gaye ..merey charoon taraf aik chakka chound roshni phel gai..aik larkey ney aagey berh ker room mey aik taraf rakha hua stereo on ker diya jis ki taiz aur behangum music sey merey kaan phatney lagey..merey charoon taraf roshni thi..mouseeqi thi…laikin aisa lag raha tha jaisey meri rooh key ander aik ghour andhera hey ..chaar sou tareeki ka raaj hey..music ki awaz aisi lag rahi thi jaisey mataam ho nohaa ho meri berbaadi ka …meri nazroon key samney merey papa ka muskurata hua chehra tha..un ki ankhon sey photti apni laadli beti key liye mohabbat ki roshni thi..meri maa ki muskuraati mamata thi…laiakin yeh sab to mey peechey chour aai thi..na janey kahan reh gaye they yeh sab..merey papa tak un ki laadli beti ki dard bhari awaz nahi pohnch sakti thi..na janey kiya haal ho ga merey mama papa ka ,,kahan kahan pareshaan ho ker mujhey dhoundh rahey hongey…apni laadli beti per guzerney waali qayamat ka un ko andaaza bhi nahi ho ga…Lala ney sharaab khattam ki aur uth khara hua..mey apney aap mey aur simmat gai..woh aa ker bed per beth gaya aur mujh sey bola."Dekh churiya..tera jisam to aaj kanwara nahi rahey ga..araam sey dey gi to jisam per kam nishaan baney gain werna soch ley choot ko khonaam khoon ker key bhut maza aata hey mujhey.."

Mey us key monh sey yeh gandey alfaaz sun ker saktey mey reh gai aur ghutti ghutti awaz mey boli.."janey do mujhey ..tum jo bolo gey mey utney rupiye dongi tumhain..mujhey janey do merey maa baap meri raah dekhtey hongey.."

Who teeno zor zor sey hansney lagey.."Tou kal subah challi jana..Aaj apni jawani ka rus pilla humain ..fikaar na ker teri jawani ka madh bhara rus kam nahi parey ga aur bhi nikher jaye ga..aur paiey to humain dena hi parega tujhey.."

Yeh kehtey hoye lala ney aik dam hath berha key meey seeny per lipta hua dopatta khench liya..mey zor sey chekhi laikin room mey bajtey music ki kaan phaar awaz mey meri awaz dab ker reh gai…mey ney dono haath apney nokheaiz seeney per rakh diye merey dono haath merey bhaari seeney ki golaiyon ko chuppaney sey qadir they..lala ney aik dam merey dono haath zor sey paker ker mujhey apni taraf khensh liya aur mey us ki merdana taqat key samney bebas ho gai…merey kanoon mey apney nazuk hathon mey pehni choriyan tootney ki awaz gonj gai aur saath hi kallaiyon mey aik chubban ka ehsaas jaga..laikin yeh chubban ka ehsaas to kuch bhi nahi tha us chubban key ehsaas key samney jo merey dil mey hoi thi..yeh choriyan mey ney :Faraz" key liye subah barey armaan ley ker pehni thi..us makkar key liye jis ney mujhey yahan in derindon key beech aisey chor diya tha..jaisey mera jisam nahi ghoust ka koi tukraa hey aur bhokey kutton key samney daal diya gaya tha aur yeh log merey jisam ka wohi hasher kerney waley they jo kai din key bhokey kuttey taaza aur naram ghoust ke kertey hain…Aur who kuta merey jisam per tout para merey laakh jidojuhed kerney key bawajoud bhi un teeno ney mil ker merey jisam sey kaprey ki aik aik dhajji bhi utaar li ab Lala merey komal naram jawan seeney per cherha betha tha..meri bhaari chatiyab us key neechey dabi hoin thin aur meri cherti sansoon key saath opper neechey ho rahin thin…merey dono haath us ney paker rakhey they..aur meri dono tangain us key dono chamchon ney paker ker khol rahin thin..Meri chekahin gonj rahin thin..laikin un per koi asaar na tha..bulkey Lala ka zaberdast haath kai baar merey gaal per surkh nishaan chor chukka tha…mera jisam pora nanga para tha..lala ab utter aaya tha merey jisam per aur us ney camera meri tangon ki taraf laney ko kaha..aik banda camera kareeb ley aaya.aur merey nangey jisam ki her angle sey movie bananey laga..meri dono tangain khulli hoin thin..jis sey meri choot ka androoni gulaabi hissa bhi camera key samney tha..merey mammey lala key mazbout hathon mey they aur who unhain daba raha tha..movie bananey wala apna kaam ker raha tha…aik banda jo meri tangon ko cheerey betha tha..moqa dekh ker meri choot apni ungliyon sey sehlaney laga..mey idher uddher apna sir patak rahi thi..laikin nijaat ka rasta nahi tha..baar baar lala key bedboo dar lab merey laboon per chippak jatey aur who kafi dair tak merey raseley honton ko chusta rehta is doraan us key barey barey haath merey mammon ko bedardi sey masal rahey they..merey mammey tantey ja rahey they aur baar baar us key hathon sey phisal rahey they..woh kabhi merey gulabbi nipples chosney lagta to kabhi merey lab chosney lagata..movie mustaqil ban rhai thi..merey khazaney ley lutney ki jis ko mey ney apney piya ko suhaag raat mey deeney key najaney kitney khuwwab saja rakhey they..laikin who khazana is ytarah batey gay eh kabhi na socha tha mey ney..ab jo banda movie bana raha tha who bhi camera set ker key aa gaya,,,aur meri choot per haath pherney laga..us ko dekh ker lala boalk "Oye sheedey chal is ka haath paker mey zara mallu baher nikaal lon.."us ney merey haath paker liye mey ney dekha key lala ney apna kurta aur phir apni dhouti bhi utaar di ..dhouti key neechey us ka lamba aur mota lund bilkul seedha khara tha.mey ney zindagi mey pehli baar mard key jisam key is hissey ko dekha tha…ab who meri khulli hoi tangon key dermiyan aa gaya..mey yeh to janti thi key who meri choot mey yeh cheez daley ga apni friends sey sun rakha tha mey ney laikin itna motta hota ho gay eh nahi socha tha..met heraats eyy dekh rahi thi..us ney meri dono tangain pakrin unahin ghotnoo sey oppe ruthaya..aur apney lund ki toppi meri choot key gulaabi hissey per rakhi aur ahista ahista ussey wahan malney laga..merey jisam mey germi ki aik leher si peda hoi mey ney laakh apney aap ko sambhalana chaha..laikin merey jisam ka rouan rouan tak khara ho gaya..aur dil ki gehraiyon sey aik halki si awaz si aai..ab to hona tha who ho chukka ab yeh issey ander ker dey aur phir lala ney aik zaberdast jhatka diya aur us ka lund meri gulaabbi choot ko cheerta pharta meri choot ki gehraiyon mey utter gaya..meri awaz halaq mey phans gai..mey burri tarah terpney laggi..mera jisam laraz raha tha..takleef ki shiddat itni thi key mey bayyan nahi ker sakti ..laikin un ko meri hallat per rehem nahi aaya..woh apney lund ko kabhi baher nikalta aur kabhi ander kerta ..merey dono haath us key chamchey ney paker rakhey they..lala ney haath berha ker merey mammey apney hathon mey daba liye aur meri choot ko chodta raha..mey ab bilkul besudh thi..lala ney apney chamchey sey bola "la bhi yeh camera is ki choot per la..Dekh churiya ki choot sey kitna khoon nikla hey..barey paisey milen gey is video ki..saali kanwaari thi abhi..Us saley faaji ney bara lambaa hath mara hey.."

Mey yeh sab sun to rahi thi..laikin bus yun samjhain key hosh aur behoshi ki serhadon per kahin thi mey..mujhey apney badan ka koi hosh nahi tha..tangoon ey beech ki jaga sun ho chukki thi..dard ka ehsaas nahi tha..bus pora jisam lala key jhatkon key sath jhatkey kha raha tha..udher aik banda merey jisam key aik aik ang ki video bana raha tha…Kuch dair baad aisa laga meri choot bherney laggi ho..mey samjhi shayyad mera peeshab khtta ho gaya hey..laikin who lala ki mani thi jo meri choot ko bherney key baad meri choot key khoon sey mil ker ab baher beh rahi thi..lala mery seeney per hi gir para…bola"Bari jaandar choot hey saali ki..maza aa gaya saali ko chod ker.."

Us key hattey hi us key dono chamchey zaban baher nikaley hgoye aa gaye..ab mey besudh pari thi…ab kisi bhi mazahimat ka koi faida nahi tha..meri choot sey ab tak khoon beh raha tha..mammey laal ho rahey they porey jisam per katney key aur marney key nishaan they..woh dono aik saath hi mujh per tout parey aik nbey apna lund merey monh mey zaberdasti daal diya aur aik merey mammey chosney laga..woh kai baar meri nipple ko zor sey katta..mera jisam aik dam takleef sey jhatka khata..phir us ney apni do ungliya meri choot mey ghussa din..jo abhi tak lal ki mani sey geeeli thi..woh meri choot meu ungliya ander baher kerta raha phir us ney apni ungliya jo meri aur lala ki mani sey luthri hoi thin merey monh mey daal din..aur zaber dasti mujh sey saaf kerwaiyn..merey monh mey aik lund tha..dosra lund us ney meri choot mey daal diya…thori dair baad dono key lund farigh hoye..aik ney apnoi mani merey monh mey chori aur dosrey ney meri choot key ander..aur us ney mera munh is tarah sakhti sey paker rakha tha key mey majboran us ki mani ka aik aik qatra peeti gai…mera dil ulaat raha tha..laikin kiya kerti..movie ban rahi thi…ab unhoon ney mujhey ulta koiya..aur meri gaand per zor zor sey haath marney lagey ..Takleef bhut ho rahi thi..bhut jald meri gaand sun ho gai..laal laal nishaan meri gori gaand per ubher aaye..ab ustaad apna lund sehlatey aagey aaya..bola.."Saali choot khultey itna cheeki thi gaand phatey gi to pagal ho jaye gi sakhti sey pakroo.."

Aik meri kamar per merey baal paker ker beth gaya..aur dosrey ney meri tangain khol ker gaand key dono hisson ko bedardi sey alag kiya..laa ney apna lund meri gaand key chottey sey sooraakh per rakha..aur phir mujhey aisa laga..jaisey aik aag si merey jisam mey lag gai ho..dard ki aik tez bhut tez leher merey jisam mey jaisey naizey ki tarah uterti challi gai..meri gaand phut chukki thi.meri chekahin chat ko phaar rahin thin.jab key lala ka lundmeri gaand key ander tha..aik burri tarah sey mujhey maar raha tha..dosra mera monh band kerney ki koshish ker raha tha..laikin dard sey burri tarah tarap rahi thi mey ..lala apna lund meri gaand mey challata raha aur kuch hi dair baad us key admiyon ney mujhey utha ker bitha diya..meri ankhin band thin..mey neembehoshi ki kefiyat mey thi..unhon ney mujhey pakraa aur ustaad ka lund halaq tak merey monh mey ghussa diya..aur merey monh mey ussey aagey peechey kerney laga aur phir mey ney lala ki garam garam mani apney monh sey halaq mey uterti mehsous ki..lala ney saari mani mujhey pilai aur bed per besudh gir para..

Mey lut chukki thi..ab kuch baaqi nahi raha tha…nbaaqi raat un teeno ney mujhey khoob chooda..meri kai baar gaand chodi gai..aik sath agey peechey sey dono ney choda..her her angle sey mujhey chodtey hoye video nbanai gai…mujhey to kuch hosh hi nahi tha..mey to aik laash thi..us key saath kon kaisa salook ker raha hey laash ko is sey kiya sarokaar…na janey kab who challey gaye room sey…subah na janey kitney din cherney per meri aankh khulli..mey room mey akeeli pari thi…kuch nahi tha room mey..bus merey nangey jisam per parey mani key sookhey hoye daagh..meri choot sey nikley khoon sey surkh hoti bed ki chader..aur merey jisam per neel key aur katney sey banney waley nishaan raat ki siyahkariyon key gawah they..mey ney uthney ki koshish ki laikin dard ki is qader tez leher uthi key mey dobara bed per gir pari…meri choot bilkul sooj chukki thi..us key dono gullabi lab..jo gullabi aur patley patley hua kertey they..phol ker motey aur siyahi mile neeley ho rahey they…gaand ka soorakh nazer nahi aa raha tha..laikin who bhi sooja hua tha is ka yaqeen tha mujh ko haath nahi lagya jar aha tha..mamon per barey barey surkh nishaan parey they..aur who bhi soojh ker motey ho rahey they..nipples neeli ho gain thin…jisam jaisey phora bana hua tha..merey kaprey wahin neechey parey they..pora gher sayen sayen ker raha tha..na janey kitni dair mey wahin pari roti rahi..dard sey cheekhti rahi laikin koi nahi aaya..khud hi na janey kis dil sey uth ker room mey mojoud bathroom mey gai aur shower khol ker apna dukhta jisam paani key nechey rakh diya..thanda paani jaisey aag si laga gaya merey jisam per laikin ahista ahista sukoon milta gaya…mey na janey kab tak wahin farash per pari thandey paani sey nahati rahi..phir ghistatti hoi room mey aai aur apney kaprey pehney mat pochain kitni takleef berdhast ki mey kaprey pehntey hoye..phir isis tarah rager rager ker porey gher ko chaan mara kahin koi nahi tha..koi samaan na tha…aisa lagta tha..raat koi bhayanaak khuwaab dekha ho mey ney laikin meri khulli hoi choot aur merey kanwarey jisam sey nikla khoon is baat ki gawahi deta tha key mey who nahi rahi jo pichli raat sey pehli thi..mey ab larki nahi rahi..mey ab kanwari nahi rahi..dil kerta tha apney aap ko khattam ker lon..baher ka derwaza khulla hua tha..mey jaatti to kahan jatti..kaisey samna kerti apney mama papa ka..kiya kehti un ko kaisey sunaati apni berbaadi ki dastaan..woh to jeetey jhi mer jayen gey…kiya karon kahan jaon kuch samjh nahi aa raha tha..jaisey aik hi raat mey pori duniya badal chukki thi merey liye..sab kuch badal chukka tha..Faraz badal chukka tha..Faraz ka naam zehen mey aatey hi jaisey chingariyan si uthney lagin mery dimagh mey..Wohi to tha meri berbadiyon ka zimedaar..Mey us ko nahi chour sakti..mey police mey jaon gi..sab ko bata dongi us ki asliyat..laikin police kiya kerti..mera naam akhbaroon mey aata…tv channels per aata..merey maa baap kisi ko monh nahi dikha saktey..woh to mer jayen gey..nahi mey unhain nahi maar sakti..mey chup rahon gi..kuch nahi ..namaloom logon key aghwah ki kahani sunna dongi…kam sey kam who bednaami sey to bach jayen gey…yehi sochti mey ney apna huliya durust kiya…gher sey baher aai..bhut koshish ker rahi thi key meri chaal sahi reh sakey laikin mey apni ranain khol ker chalney per majbour thi..choot soojh ker itni phool gait hi key raanain mil hi nahi paa rahin thin…ittefaaq sey qareeb sey hi aik taxi mil gai driver ko mey apney gher ka pata bata ker pichli seat per gir gai aur ankhain band ker lin..

(To be continued…)

(3^rd Part..)

Mey nahi jaanti Taxi kin ilaqoun sey guzerti rahi..mey kahan thi…mera zehen to kahin bhut dour pohncha hua tha..jahan mey "Faraz" key saath thi..Faraz aik haseen dhouka..jis sey mey ney mohabbat ki ussey apna sab kuch tasleem kiya..jis key bherosey mey aik najaan jagah challi aai…aur ussi Faraz ney merey sath jo sulook kiya…merey bharosey ko jis tarah toura..jis tarah mujhey zaleel aur be Izaat kiya…kiya mey issi qabil thi..haan mey issi qabil thi..Meri mohabbat issi qabil thi..mey yeh bhol gai key mey aik aisey mashrey mey rehti hoon jahan merdoun ki hukumraani hey..jahan mard jo chahta hey kerta hey ussye koi nahi rokta laikin auraat ki zara si ghalti ki ussey bari sey bari sazza si jaati hey..ab ghalti to mey ney ker hi di thi mohabbat ker key to saza to mujhey milni hi thi..aur abhi to yeh sazayen na janey kahan tak mera peecha kerney waalin thin…mey Taxi waley ki awaaz sun ker chunk gai.."Bibi ji yehi address bataya than a aap ney..?"

Who bechara heraan tha mujhey bemaar samjha raha tha ..bhala ussey kiya maloum mey kin qayamtoun sey guzer ker aa rahi houn…mey ney apna jana pehchana derwaza dekha..yeh merey gher ka derwaza tha..wohi derwaza jis mey sey mey her roz guzra kerti thi..laikin aaj yeh kitna ajnabi sa lag raha tha..mey ney driver ko rukney ko kaha..paisey merey pass they nahi..mey derwazey per pohnchi aur bell press ki..thori dair baad intercom per meri mama ki jaani pehchani awaz aai..woh janna chah rahin thin key kon aaya hey..meri awaz rundh rahi thi..mey cheekh ker apni mama ko batana chah rahi thi key derewazdey per aap ki beti lutti putti kharri hey laikin meri awaz aaj mera sath nahi dey rahi thi..interco per mama poch rahin thin baar baar key kon aaya hey..aik dam meri hichki si nikal gai ..aik dam intercom per khamoshi si cha gai aur kuch hi lamhon baad mujhey bhagtey qadmoun ki awazain sunai din aur aik dam derwaza khul gaya..merey samney meri mama roi roi si khari thin aur un key peechey papa pareshan aur ghamgeen sey kharey they..meri nazroun ney bus akhri manazir yeh dekhey aur mey behosh ho ker apni mama ki banhoun mey jhoul gai….mey kitney hi din hosh aur behoshi key dermiyan jholti rahi..meri mama aur papa merey bed sey lagey rahey..doctors per doctors badley jatey rahey..akhir meri halat sambhalney laggi..aur mey zindagi ki taraf lout aai…apni bemaari key douraan mey ajeeb hewanoun sey lerti rahi..kabhi khoud ko khofnaak gehraiyon mey paati jahan sey nikalney ki sir tour koshish key bawajoud koi raah na paati..kabhi khoud ko andheri khilla mey paati jahan roshni ki koi rammaq na hoti..mera dimaagh thikaney hi nahi tha..akhir mey ney apney aap ko sambhaal liya..aik raat mama ney mujhey khanna khilaya aur merey pass bed per hi beth gain…phir mujh sey barey hi pyar sey pocha "Beta aashi kiya hua tha apni mama ko nahi bataou gi.."

Mey khali khali nazroun sey unhey dekhti rahi aur phir achannak hi un sey lipat ker ro pari..meri mama mujhey thapkti rahin…mey roti rahi ..akhir dil ko kuch qarar aaya.mama ney dobara pocha.."Kon tha who hewaan jis ney meri rani ki yeh halat ker di.."

Who meri maa thin..unhoun ney meri behoshi key douraan baarha mujhey kaprey badalwaye hongey..aur merey jisam per merey posheeda niswaani hisoun per kiye gaye tasahdud key nishaan unhoon ney dekhey hongey..apni beti key komal badan per parey naal aur katney key nishaan dekh ker aap hi bataye aik maa key dil per kiya guzrey gi..na janey kis tarah unhoun ney itney din berdhast kiya tha….Mey un ko sab kuch batana chahti thi..laikin kiya batati..yeh key mey ney kis tarah un ki ankhoun mey dhoul jhounk ker aik larkey sey mohabbat ki un ki ijazzat key baghair aik larkey key sath aik anjaan jagah gai aur kis tarah us sey dhouka khaya..nahi mey unhey yeh nahi bata sakti thi..ab sochti hon kaash mey unhain us waqt sachai bata deti..yeh meri zindagi ki dosri ghalti thi jis ka us waqt mujhey ehsaas na tha…mey ney unhain apney aghwa ka aur rape ka jhouta qissa suna diya…anjaan logon ka jinhoun ney apney chehrey naqab sey dhak rakhey they..aur meri maa bus roti jatin aur meri berbaadi ki dastaan sunti jatin..akhir kaafi raat gaye who chalin gain aur mey bhi jaisey halki si ho gai us raat kaafi itmenaan ki neend aai mujhey..subah jab aankh khulli to kai nurses merey pass khari thin..jinhey papa ney merey liye hire kiya tha..unhoun ney roz ki tarah mujhey nehlaya..kaprey change kerwaye..medicines din aur phir chand mehmanoun sey milney ko kaha..kuch hi dair baad kamrey mey papa key saath police key aur chand agencies key barey afsaraan kharey they…merey papa ney subah uthtey hi yeh kaam kiya tha..woh mujh sey mukhtalif sawalat kertey rahey aur mey un key jhotey sachey jawab deti rahi..akhri meri doctor ney mera pecha churaya key ab mazeed in sey kuch na pocha jaye..in ko aara ki zarorat hey..woh yeh kehtey rukhsat ho gaye key ager koi zarori baat yaad aaye to zaror batayen…mey kiya batati unhey..mey akeli reh gait hi..meri mama kamrey mey aayen aur unhoun ney meri tabiyat key barey mey meri doctor sey pocha..aur us ka jawab sun ker who kuch mutmayen ho gain…phir jab doctors aur nurses room sey chalin gayen to meri mama mujhey samjhaney lagin…merey zakhmoun per goya merham rakhney lagin..merey jisam per parey ikka dukka nishannat key siwa sab saaf ho gaye they…bus dil aur rooh per lagey zakham abhi taaza aur gehrey they..un ko meri maa apni batoun sey apni mohabbat sey sahi kerney ki koshish ker rahin thin..mey un ki goud mey sir rakhey leti rahi..merey dil ko aik sukoon sa mil raha tha meri maa ki goud mey sir rakh ker..waqai maa ki goud bhi bachey key liye chahey who ummer key kisi bhi hissey mey ho aik naimat sey kam nahi..bednaseeb hain who log jo maa ki ehmiyat ko nahi jantey aur us ko aik mamouli cheez samjhtey hain..qudrat ka diya hua sab sey anmoul aur khobsorat tuhffa insaan ki maa hey…Maa key baghair gher aik qaberastaan sey ziada khamosh aur souna hota hey..Mey apney perhney waloun sey yeh guzarish kerti hon jahan jahan meri yeh dastaan perhi ja rahi hey..jahan jahan mera yeh message pohnch raha hey ..aap duniya key kisi bhi hissey mey rehtey houn..aap ka mazheb koi bhi ho..aap ka aqeeda kuch bhi ho…Apni maa ka ehtraam karain..us sey mohabbat sey pesh aayen…Maa ki duayen hi hain jo zindagi ki her azmaish mey her mushkil mey insaan key kaam aati hain…Duniya ka her mazheb ,her aqeeda maa key liye yehi daras deta hey…khair yeh mera aik zaati sa mashwara tha ager bura laga ho to apni is dukhi behen ko maaf ker dijye ga…mey apni dastaan ki taraf wapis lout ti hon..yunhi kaafi din guzer gaye..mey zindagi ki taraf lout aai..university mey meri bemaari ki itlaa aam thi wahan sey bhi merey bhut sey dost aur professors milney aaye..un sab ko haqeqat ka kuch pata na tha…khair un logoun key behad israar per mey ney university phir sey join ker li..bus faraq yeh tha key ab papa ney merey liye do guard hire kiye they..jin ka kaam her us jaga merey saath jana tha jahan mey jaoun unhey mujhey apni nazroun sey dour ker deney ki ijazaat na thi…who merey department key gate per apni guns liye kharey rehtey aur mujhey saath ley ker gher chourtey…police aur agencies key kai afsaraan kai baar merey bayaan ley chukkey they..FIR kut chukki thi namaloum mulzimaan key khillaf..laikin police kuch nahi ker saaki..siwaye chand begunahoun ko pakrney ki …jin ko mey ney pehchanney sey saaf inkaar ker diya..woh they hi nahi to mey kion un ka naam leti..ya un ko qasour waar tehraati..akhir mera case bhi bhut sey dosrey cases ki tarah files mey dabta challa gayya..police khir kab tak koshish kerti humarey mashrey mey to roz kitni hi lerkiyan rape ker di jati hain…aisi bhi hain jin ka case task file nahi hota..kai to police stations mey rape ki jatin hain..kai maar di jati hain aur un ki kahani un key sath hi zameen mey hamesha key liye dafan ho jati hain…to aisey mashrey mey mmey kiya umeed ker sakti thi insaaf ki..muhe hi dekh lain…mey police ko sachai bata hi ahi sakti thi..ye log yeh group police sey ziada wasyle rakhta tha..un key pass merey photo they meri videos thin..mey chup rehney per majbour thi..aisi lerki ko humara mashra kiya qaboul kerta ager mey sab kuch sach bata deti aur meri videos porey mulk ki videos shop per 10 rupiye kiraye per chal rahi hotin..aur galli galli merey nangey photos noujawan apney purse mey liye ghoum rahey hotey..mey aap sey hi pochti houn kahi aap ney video shop per sey 10 rupiye kiraye ki blue movie ley ker dekhtey hoye yeh socha hey key yhe movie kin logoun per aur kin hallat mey banai gai hey..?ahi socha na..to aisey mashrey sey mey kiya umeed kereti..mey ney jo munsaib samjha who kiya..aur police ko andherey mey hi rakha..zindagi key mamoulaat apni makhsous dhab per chal parey kahin koi changings na thin..aik din merey mobile ki bell baji ..koi unknown number tha..mey ney uthayya to aik jaani pehchani awaz jis sey mey ney kabhi bhut mohabat aura b sab sey ziada nafraat kit hi…wohi awaz sunai di…..ji haan who Faraz hi tha…us ney mujh sey kaha"aashi mey tum sey foran milna chahta houn..tum canteen mey aa jao.."

Mey boli.."Mey tumhari souraat nahi dekhna chati..aainda mujjhey apni manhous awaz mat sunana.."

Who bola.."Mey bhi dus logon sey chuddi larki sey baat nahi kerna chahta..yeh meri shaan key khillaf hey..laikin unhi logon ney bola hey mujhey jin sey chud ker tum bari paakbaaz ban rahi ho..foran millo mujh sey.."

Yeh keh ker us ney phone band ker diya…

Mey us ki batoun per heraan thi..bara maan tha mujh ko khud per bara ghouror tha..aur us ney kis tarah mujh ko gandi galiya di thin..kis tarah mujh ko aik jissam farosh larki ki auqaat di thi..mey ander tak tarap ker reh gai..laikin khud per jabber ker key uth gai aur cantnn ki taraf berhi…merey gurads merey saath hi canteen mey aaye aur taiz nazroun sey ander jayeza liya..mey ander aai..aik table per mujhey Faraz betha nazer aaya…Na janey kion itni nafrat key bawajoud merey dil sey aik aah si nikli aur us zalim ko apna bananey ki chah ney phir sir uthaya..laikin mey ney dil ko kousa aur ussey who waqiyat yaad dilaye laikin dil per kabhi kisi ka zour challa hey..woh kabhi kisi ki suntan hey…mey ja ker us table per beth gai..merey guardsa merey peechey hi dosri table per bethey they..aur gehri nazroun sey faraz ko ghour rahey they..woh ahista sey bola.."In jinoun ko to hataou yahan sey.."

Mey boli.."Tumhain jo bolna hey bola..yeh nahi hat saktey merey papa ney un ko sakhti sey mana kiya hua hey key mey kisi ajnabi sey miloun to yeh merey pass hi rahein.."

Us ney aik gehri saans li aur ail envelope merey samney rakha..mey ney ussey kholla..aur merea haath kaanp ker reh gaya..halankey mey is key liye tayyar thi..laikin aik dam jaisey merey haath mey garam angara aa gaya..mey ney ussey jaldi sey wapis rakh diya..woh meri nangi taswerain thin jin mey mey mukhtalif logoun key saath chudai kerwa rahi thi..zahir hey who log Lala aur us key chamchey they jin key chehrey dikhai nahi dey rahey they…sirf jisam aur mera pora jisam …who bola.."Ab qeemat chukkani hey tumhain..yeh aik adrees hey..yeh Govt. Officer hey..is ko saaf suthri lerkiyon ka shouq hey..is sey Lala ko aik tender pass kerwana hey ..is ko khush kero ja ker..jaisey who kehta hey.."

Mey ghussey sey kaanp si gai..boli

"mey koi randi nahi hon..ja ker keh do us lala sey.."

Who bola.."Lala ko pata that um aisa hi kuch kaho gi..us ney kaha hey key jo tumhain aik baar chod saktey hain ager dobara utha liya to kutton sey chudwayen gey..galli galli key bedmashoun sey chudwayen gey tumhain aur phir tumhari yeh taswerain aur video sheher key her ilaqey mey chaley gi..soch samjh ker jawab dena "

Mey ney khamoshi sey address ley liya..

Us ney kaha "raat ko tumahin lala phpone karaingey kab jana hey yeh wohi bata dain gey…tayyar rehan"

Yeh keh ker aram sey who uttha..aur gungunata hua baher nikkal gaya…

Mey ussey jatey dekhti rahi…aur kiya ker sakti thi…to ab mey un ki randi thi..jis ka kaam un key kamoun key liye jaga jaga ja ker apna jisam rishwat key tour per pesh kerna tha…aur ager inkaar kerti to duniya key samney nangi ker di jaati..mera shareef baap khudkhushi ker leta aur mama sadmey sey mer jatin..

Raat mey 10 bajey lala ka phone aya aur us ney aik ilaqey ka address diya aur kaha.."Sun churiya us ko khush ker dey..werna to acha na hoga yeh tender apney ko hi milna chahye.."

Us ney mujhey din key 11 bajey wahan janey ko kaha agley din..

Agli subah mey ney apney bag mey kuch kaprey rakh liye..hasb-e-mamoul merey gurds merey department key samney kharey they..mey 10 bajey class sey nikli bathroom gai wahan dress change kiya aur opper aik burqaa pehen ker monh per naqab daal ker guard key baraber sey nikkal aai un ko paata bhi na chal saka jis ki hifazat key liye who kahrey hain who to un key baraber sey ja rahi hey anjaani gumnaam rahoun ki taraf…mey ney university sey baher aa ker aik taxi pakri aur usey lala ka diya adreess bata diya us ney adhey ghantye mey mujhey wahan chour diya…mere samney aik khobsorat sa cottage tha…mey ney aagey berh ker us ki bell baja di..ander kahin bell bajney ki awaz sunai di..Derwaza jald hi khul gaya..derwazey per aik ganja sa aadmi jis ki ummer lag bhag 48 ho gi khara tha..us key jisam per sirf aik short tha..seeney key baal sufad ho rahey they…aur sir key baal jo reh gaye they who bhi kuch kuch sufaid they..woh sawaliya nazroun sey meri taraf dekh raha tha..mey dherey sey boli.."Lala ney bheja hey mujhey…"

Us nye gerdan hilai..aur aik taraf hut gaya mey ander dakhil ho gai..ander drawing room mey who aik sofa per beth gaya aur meri taraf dekhney laga..na chahtey hoye bhi mey ney apna burqa utaar diya..woh taiz nazroun sey merey jisam key nashaib-o-faraaz ka jayeza leney laga phir bola.."Yeh lala achi achi chezain bhaij deta hey her baar saley ka kaam kerna hi perta hey.."

Yeh keh ker who uttha aur bola drink kerti ho tum rani?

Mey boli//"Mey sharrab nahi peeti.."

Who bola.."aaj kal ki jawan chokriyan jabhi to halki hpoti hain..chudai key waqt thori sharrab pee lain to kitna maza karain.."

Yeh keh ker who apney glass mey sharrab bherney laga.."

Phir meri taraf ghom ker bola.."kuch nachna bhi janti ho ya nahi.."

Mey boli.."mey randi nahi houn.."

Who hans ker bola.."acha..per aaj to nachana parey ga.."

Yeh keh ker who aik taraf parey cd player ki taraf berha aur us per ganoun ki aik cd laga ker sofa per beth gaya..cd per India key intehai gandey songs baj rahey they..jin key bol mey uryaniyat bhari thi…who bola ab kaprey utaar do raani aur nachna shroo kero hum bhi to dekhain kiya bheja hey lala ney ab ki dafa.."

Mey us ki taraf ghorti rahi,,merey dil mey us key liye shaded nafrat thi..laikin mey majbour thi..mey ney apney kaprey utaar diya..woh merey nangey aur chamakdaar jisam ko dekh ker apna lund sehlaney laga..us ki ankhon mey shetani chammak bedaar ho chukki thi..woh bola.."nacho raani ..apni yeh gaand hila ker nachou.zara hum bhi to dekhain yeh khobsorat mamey hiltey kaisey lagtey hain.."

Aur mey us key hokum ki tameel mey apney mammey hilla khilla ker us key samney bedhangey tareeqey seynachney lagi..woh kahi mera mamma paker leta ro kabhi merey saath uth ker nachta aur nachtey waqt zour zour sey merey kolhoun per haath marta..us ney itni baar zour zour sy mara key kolhoun per us key hath ki ungliyan ubher aayen..mey nachti rahi…akhir us ney mujhey peechey sey paker liya aur sofa per gira diya..aur mera monh paker ker apney lund per rakh diya..itni ummer key bawajoud us ka lund kafi bara tha..woh mujhey apni aik taang per ilt ker farash per ghori bana ker apna lund chuswa raha tha..mey us ka lund khamoshi sey chosti rahi aur phir mera monh us ki gandi mani sey bher gaya..mey ney mani thook di..woh hansney laga…aur zaberdasti merey monh per merey mammon per apna mani bhari lund ragrney laga…kuch dair baad mey boli.."ab jaon meri class ka time ho gaya hey.."

Who bola.."Rani jaati kaha hey abhi apni choot ka rus to chakaya hi nahi..challi jana..kiya karey gi perh ker lund monh mey ley ker chosna hi to hey to ney.."

Us ney mujhey phir nachney ko kaha mey nachti rahi us key samney apney jisam ki numaish kerti rahi mey chahti thi key jald sey jald who mujhey chod dey to mey jaoun merey guards wahan intezar mey hongey unhain pata challa to papa ko kiya batoun gi mey..akhir merey jisam ki numaish dekh ker us ka lund khara ho hi gaya..mey jaldi sey sofa per aa ker us key kharey lund per beth ker us sey lipat gai…aur who merey mammey chosney laga..us ka lund meri choot mey kaafi ander tak gaya..woh mujhey goud mey liye jhatkey maarney laga..laikin mera jawan jisam bharui tha aur who borha merey jisam ka bojh jald hi ussey thakaney laga..us ney mujhey sofa per litaya aur khud merey opper sawar ho gaya..mey bhi kuch mazey leney lagi aur kuch hi dair baad us ki mani meri choot key kinaroun sey beh nikli aur who hanpta hua merey hiltey hoye mammon per gir para..meri choot abhi garam thi laikin mujhey konsa farigh hi ho ker jana tha..mey ney kuch dair baad ussey apney jisam sey lag kiya…jo kaprey pehen ker aai thi un sey jisam per laggi us ki mani saaf ki ..choot sey behti apni aur us ki mani saaf ki aur lappet ker bag mey rakh diya..aur jo kaprey gher sey university pehen ker aai thi who pehen ker opper burqa orh liya..aur phir baher nikli…kuch dour sey taxi mil gai us per beth ker wapis university pohnch gai….kisi ko pata na tha key mey kaha sey ho aai..guards kharey they..mey un key baraber sey hoti wapis washroom gai burqa utaar ker bag mey rakha aur class meypohnch gai.wahan sey uth ker baher aai aur guards sey boli..aaj class leney ka mode nahi chllo gher chaplain..aur phir gaari mey beth ker gher aa gai….

Mey ney apna kaam pora ker diya tha..

Tender lala ko mil gaya tha…who aadmi jis sey mey ney chudwaya jis ka naam bhi mujhey nahi maloum tha who mujh sey khush tha..wuh jaan gaya tha key jis jisam ko who chod raha hey who kisi randi a nahi…laikin who yeh nahi janta tha key yeh jisam aik majbour lerki ka hey..us key liye to bus yeh aik jissam tha…jis sey us ney apni lazzat hasil ki..yeh sochey samjhey baghair key yeh jissam kis ka hey..yeh bus aik aurat ka jissam tha..jis ki choot ko us ney apni mani sey bher diya aur apni germi nikaal di…aur tender dey diya lala jaisey aadmi ko jo najaney kis tarah us tender ki takmeel karega,,yeh hota hey humarey mulk mey yeh hoti hey requirements kisi bhi barey tender ko hasil kerney ki..kisi bridge..kisi main road..ya kisi govt. project key tenders is tarah diye jatey hain…jo kaisey bantey hain kahan bantey hain us se yap sab hi waqif hain..to jahan mayyar yeh ho aik aurat key jissam per kissi bhi be.emaan shaks ko aap apney mulk ko tamer kerney ka tender dain gey to kiya tamer hoga aur kiya taraqqi ho gi…khiar dastaan ko wahin sey jorti hon mey …agli subah mey university nahi gai..raat mey lala ka phone aaya tha aur us ney mujhey acha kaam kerney per shabaas di thi..aur jald agla kaam kerney ko tayyar rehney ka hokum diya tha..mey un key chungul mey phans chukki thi mujhey wohi kerna tha jo who keh rahey they…mey kahin na ja sakti thi..is mulk mey reh ker mey un sey nahi ler sakti thi..yeh raaj kertey they is mulk per..yahan key logon per koi un key khillaf kuch na ker sakta tha..yehi log they jo kabhi aiwanoun mey beth ker hukoomat kertey they aur kabhi baher..laikin kahin bhi rahain yeh sab aik hotey hain..aawam ki nazroun mey dhool jhonktey hain..apas mey lertey hain…usoolon ki baat kertey hain..manshoroun ki baat kertey hain..awaami huqooq ki baat kertey hain..laikin bus yeh batain hi hoti hain..hain yeh sab nangey hi…in ki ankhain aaj bhi awaam ki bahoo betiyon ko dekh ker hawaas sey jagmaga uthti hain…aaj bhi shreef khawaten anchoi university college ki lerkiyan un key bister ki zeenat banti hain…aur ager kisi sey koi khatra ho to un ki shetaani hawaas ka shikkar honey key bawajoud ..un ki khuwaishoon ki takmeel kerney key bawajoud who mazloum lerki kabhi apney gher nahi pohcnhti…aur us key maa baap bhai sab khamosh rehtey hain..apni izaat gheraat ko ley ker sab khamosh rehtey hain ..aur isi khamoshi ki keechar mey yeh saanp perwarish paatey hain..

(To Be Continue…)

(The Last…)

Mey aik aisi daldul mey phans chukki thi jis sey nikalney ka raasta mey nahi jaanti thi..merey Mama Papa samaaj key izaat dar logoun mey sey they aur un ki beti samaaj ki thoukroun mey roundi jaaney waali aik "RUNDI" jissey log apni jissam ki bhook mitaney key liye bhut pyaar sey laatey hain aur bhook mitney key baad chund rupiye dey ker laat maar ker gher sey nikaal detey hain..un mey aur mujh mey bus yehi to farq tha..woh chand rupiye ley ker apna jissam bechti thin aur mera jissam istammal kiya jar aha tha..meri kuch nangi taweroun key ewaz…mera jissam istamaal kiya jar aha tha kuch barey maqased hasil kerney key liye..yeh haqeqat thi…aur yeh haqeqat mey apney maa baap sey share nahi ker sakti thi..merey pass doulat ki koi kammi na thi..jitna mey mangti thi merey papa baghair kuch kahey merey bank account mey transfer ker diya kertey they..is key bawajoud mey aik aam "RUNDI" ki tarah tarah tarah key logoun ka bister garam kerney aur un ki jismaani bhouk mitaney per majbour thi…aaj mey khud is muqaam per kharri thi ..ahan sey mey bhut kuch saaf tour per dekh rahi thi..aaj tak mey jissam bechney wali aurtoun ko gandi nazroun sey dekhti thi…lakin aaj yahan sey mujjhey saaf nazer aa raha tha..key koi bhi cheez ja bazaar mey bikney aati hey to is key peechey hazaar log hotey hain, un ki majboriyan hotin hain, ankahi dastanain hoti hain, kuch adhorey khuwaab hotey hain jin ki takmeel us cheez sey juri hoti hey..aisey hi jab koi aurat aur us ka jissam bazaar ki zeenat banta hey to us key peechey bhi hazaroun majborion ki dastanain hoti hain.un ka dil un ki akhain hum sey kuch qissey kehtin hain laikin hum ko tou sirf us jissam sey matlab hota hey..bhalla koi kion parhey un ankhoun ko ..koi kion sunney un dil key qissoun ko..is key liye humain khud ko bulland kerna perta hey.bhut bulland…aura j ka insaan ko tou pastiyan passand hain ..woh apna muqqam bhulla bheta hey..woh apni hasti bhulla betha hey…aur aisey hi chand logoun ki sazishoun mey phand chukki thi mey..jo her ehsaas sey aari they..jin key liye duniya hi sab kuch thi…joy eh bhi bhol chukkey they key qismatoun ka bananey wala to koi aur hey…Insaan to bus aik kut putli hey jis ki dorain kahin aur sey hi hillai jatin hain..mey university janey laggi ..wohi shab-o-roz ..wohi dostain..wohi batain..kuch badla na tha..per merey ander sab kuch badal gaya tha..aaj bhi waisey hi picnics parties key program organize kiye jatey they..merey class fellows apni zindagi key khobsorat lamhaat ko khoob enjoy kertey ..un ki ankhoun mey aaney waley dinoun key haseen sapney hotey.un key laboun per befikrey qehqahey hotey…un ko duniya ki fikkar na thi..kal tak mey bhi un jaisi thi..laikin aaj mey un ko dekh ker sochti kitney khush naseeb hain yeh khul ker hans to saktey hain..befikri sey so to saktey hain…in ki ankhoun mey khoof aur dur to nahi aur aik mey thi..key jab kisi baat per hansti bhi to aisa lagta jaisey dil ander sey ro raha ho..meri berbaadi per noha kana ho..hansi ki awaz bain ki awaz sey mushabey thi..jo nend sey chounk uthti thi aisa lagta koi bhooka bheriya mera jissam noch noch ker kha raha ho…jo chaltey chaltey chounk ker idher udher dekhney lagti key kahin koi merey peechey to nahi…khouf ka aik ajeeb aalam tha….dimaagh kahin mutakiz na tha..khayyalat bhattak gaye they…aur aisey mey aik din raat mey 2 bajey phone ki bell bajji..mey ghunodgi mey thi..sleeping pills ley ker soney ki koshish ker rahi thi..chunk ker uth bethi….phone uthatey hi wohi dil-o-dimaagh ko cheer deney waali awaz sunai di..Dosri taraf LALA ki makrouh awaz thi..wohi lala jis ney merey korey badan ko bari hi bedardi sey apni hawaas ki aag mey jhulsaa diya tha…is ki awaaz tou mertey dam tak merey kanoun mey gonjey gi…woh keh raha tha.."do din baad tumhain aik jaga jaan hey…ager woh khush ho gaye to warey niyarey ho jayengey..un ko khush ker dey..election nazdeek hain un ki party ka ticket lazman chahye humain.."

"Mey ney dabbi dabbi awaz mey kaha."Kab chotey gi meri jaan is jahanum sey…?"

Woh hansta hua bola.."Abhi to jissam bara chikna hey tera..dekhtey hain..fikar na ker terey gher waley key liye kuch na kuch zaror chorain gey…"

"Tayyar rehna…teri university sey aagey bus stop per black gaari ho gi jis ka no note ker ley.."

Mey ney na chahtey hoye bhi number note ker liya..

Phone band ho gaya…

Yeh do din mey ney kis tarah kaatey yeh shayyad aap mey sey bhut kam andaaza laga saktey hain..bus yun samjh lain merey ehsasaat bilkul waisey hi they jaisey kisi mujrim ko pata ho key do din baad ussey phaansi ki saza di jaye gi…woh chand ghuntey jab mera jissam istemaal kiya jaata tha..us sey kuch log apney badan ki aag bujhatey they..aur mera jissam un ki jawani key nicore sey chipchipa ho jata tha..woh ghantey kiya they merey liye yeh aap shayyad tasawur bhi nahi ker saktey..aap mey sey bhut sey log shayyad un lamhaat ko perh ker bhut khush hotey houn..shayyad aap mey chuppey kisi "LALA" ki taskeen hoti ho..kuch log meri batoun ko sif aik afsanwi qissa samjhtey houn..meri dardnaak dastaan kuch logoun key liye shayyad un ki jismaani taskeen ka sabab bhi ho..is key bawajoud mey aap sab logoun ko yeh batana chahti hon key aisey lamhaat jab kisi aurat per guzertey hain tou us ki rooh tak ki mout ho jatti hey..phaansi paney waley murim ko tou bus "AIK JHATKA" aur rooh aur zindaggi ka saath khattam laikin kisi aurat key saath jab rape kiya jata hey..us key jissam sey us ki merzi key khillaf kaam kiya jata hey tour ooh aur jissam ka rishta berqarar rehtey hoye bhi jissam aur rooh aik naqabl-e-bayan aziyat ka shikkar ho jatey hain…aur issi aziyat ka shikkar mujhey do din baad hona tha..ab shayyad aap meri kefiyat ka kuch andaza laga sakain..Aur yeh do ain bhi waisey hi guzer gaye jaisey hamesha sey guzertey rahain hain..jab sey duniya qayem hoi jab sey waqt ka jannam hua tab sey do din aik hi raftaar sey guzertey rahey laikin mujhey yun laga jaisey yeh do din do pal mey guzer gaye..kaash yeh do din do sadiyan ban jatey..laikin waqt ka apna aik khaas mayyar hey aik khaas raftaar hey waqt to waisey hi guzra..aur mey university mey bethi mobile per "LALA" ki call ka intezaar ker rahi thi…aur merey mobile ki bell baj uthi..dosri taraf LALA hi tha..us ney bus itnahi kaha.."Sab ready hey" aur line kat gai…mey ney pichli baar ki tarah is dafa bhi bath room mey ja ker dress change kiya opper burqa pehna aur derwazey per kharrey apney guards key pass sey nikkal ker university sey baher aa gai..aur qareeb hi bus stop ki anib chal paari…wahan program key mutabiq bataye gaye numbers ki black "PRADO Jeep " kharri thi..mujhey nazdeek aatey dekh ker us ka pichla derwaza khol dya gaya aur mey us mey beth gai..us gaari key saarey sheeshey siyah they..baher sey ander ka mahoul nahi dekha ja sakta tha.ander "FARAZ" ko dekh ker mey chunk gai…yeh wohi faraz tha jis ko mey ney hamesha apney jewan saathi key roop mey dekha tha..jis key saath guzarey lamhey aaj bhi merey seeney mey haseen yaad ban ker dafa they…ajj wohi faraz mujhey kisi aur key hawaley kerney merey saath betha tha..mey ney apna burqa utaar diya..FARAZ ney aik nazar mujhey dekha aur nazrain jhuka lin..us ki nazroun mey mey ney nidamat si dekhi..meri ankhoun ko aik lamhey yaqeen nahi aaya laikin kuch aisa tha us ki nazroun mey jis ko dekh ker merey dil ko aik anjaana sa sukoon milla..Mey ney intehai bazarou lehjey mey us sey kaha.."Haan bolo aaj kis sey chudai kerwani hey meri.."

Mey faraz sey mukhatib thi..aur mey ney us ko bechain hotey dekha…woh bechainy sey nazrain jhukaye bola.."LALA ney aaj tum ko SOMRO sahib key pass bheja hey.(Dear readers Somro sahib ka naam ferzi hey..kion key yeh sahib aaj bhi Pakistan ki aik bari siyasi jamat key rukun hain aur filwaqt Pakistan ki aik ehem wizarat per faiz ain..Zia Shahneel)mey ney heart sey kaha..wohi somro sahib jo wazer-e-(Censored) hain..woh bola"Haan wohi.."

"Election qareeb hain aur lala apney aik bandey ko un ki party ka ticket dilana chahta hey..is key liye tumhain un key pass bheja jar aha hey kion key woh jawan lerkion key bhut shouqeen hain khaas tour per college university ki lerkiyan bhut passand kertey hain.."

Mey kiya kehti heart zada thi insanoun kia aik naya hi roop dekh rahi thi ..in sahb ko mey ney TV perhi dekha tha..merey papa sey bhi ummer mey kuch barey they..andron-e-sindh key kisi hissey key jageer daar they..aaj kal punjaab aaye hoye they un key bangley per hi ja rahey they hum..aur phir hum wahan pohnch gaye..farazko dekh ker un key security waloun ney derwaza khol diya…gaari ander parking mey park ker key faraz ney mujhey uterney ko kaha…mey neechey uter aai..Kuch hi dair baad hum sab un key wasee-o-areez aur shahana drawing room mey bethey un ka intezaar ker rahey they..

Akhir woh sahib ander dakhil hoye..sab un key ehtraam mey uth kharey hoye..mera dil to nahi ker raha tha us shaitaan key liye khara honey ko laikin majbouri thi..unhoun ney mujh samait sab sey haath milaya mujhey sey hath milatey waqt unhoun ney mera haath khas andaaz mey dabaya..phir sab beth gaye..somrou sahib boley.."Sayen .Lala ajkul bara wakhra maal bhejta hey..abhi kiya Karin ussey ticket to denahi parey ga na."

Faraz bola."Somro sahib bus aap ki serpersti chahye..yeh aashi hain..university mey perhti hain,,aap ki bari fan hain tou hum aap sey milaney ley aaye.."

Somro bola."arey to humari fan hey to idr kider bethin ho aap..challon sayye faraz hum apni fan ko zara apna gher mer to dikha dain..jab tak aap mnari khao pani piya..oye adda jokhiyo..sayen humarey mehmanoun ki koi khatir daari kero.."

Aik kaal sa admi kandhey per sindhi ajrak daley bhagta hua aaya..somro uth khara hua aurmujhey ishara kerta hua ander ki janib berh gay…faraz ney mujhey us key saath aney ko kaha..mey ney faraz ko aik nazer dekha..meri ankhoun mey us waqt na janey konsa ghazab posheda tha..faraz ka sir jhuk gaya..aur mey androuni kamrey ki janib berh gai..wahan somro kjhara tha..phone per baat ker raha tha..us ney mujhey aik kamrey ki janib ishara kiya mey us kamrey ki janib berh gai..woh aik khobsorat bed room tha..mey ander aa ker bed per beth gai…kuch dair baad derwaza khull aur somrou ander aaya..us ki ankhoun mey aik shaitaani chammak thi..bola.."arey aap shaam na kero apna hi gher hey aap ka..kosi university mey perhtin hain aap.."

Mey ney ahista sey apni university ka naam bataya..woh bola acha bari khushi hoi aap sey mil ker…woh aik janib erha wapis aaya to us key haath mey sharab sey bhara glas tha..us ney isharey sey mujh sey pocha mey ney naffi mey gerdan hilla di.woh heart sey bola..sharab nahi petin aap..waqai lala ney bilkul kaccha maal bheja hey a ki dafa tou..woh samney beth ker meri taraf nazrain garey sharra key glaas per glaas peta gaya..us ki ankhoun mey khummar uterta jar aha tha…akhir woh uthha aur us ney apey jissam sey kurta utaar diya..aur bed per aa betha..us key jissam sey aik bhut hi nagawar bou uth rahi thi…us ney apni sharrab sey mehktey gandey hount merey gulaab sey nazuk laoun per rakh diye aur chosney lagga…me ney sand rok rakhi thi..werna to shayyad us ki sansoun mey bassi sharrab ki gandi bou sey behosh ho jatti..ya ult ho jatti…akhir us ka haath merey seeney per ubhrey merey narm-o-nazuk mammoun per aa pohncha..akhir woh pechey hatta aur mujh sey shirt utarney ko bola..mey ney apni shirt utaar di..woh dilchaspi sey merey tanney hoye jawan mammoun ki janib dekih raha tha..us ney mujhey bister per litta diya aur mera jissam chimney laga..us key ghaleez hount erey jissam key her hissey ko choum rahey they..us ney chomtey chomtey meri shalwaar bhi utar di…mey ney ankhin band ker lin..us ka chomna aik lamhey key liye ruk gaya..shayyad woh meri khobsorat jawani ki khusbo sey mehkti choot dekh ker mehsour ho gaya tha aur mera andaaza sahi nikla ab jab us ney chomna shrro kiya to us mey dewangi thi..us ney meri tangain khol din aur meri ranoun per zaban pherney laga..mera jissam garama raha tha..akhir jissam tha…kuch na kuch rade ammal to dena hi tha..aur jaisey hi meri choot halki si geeli hoi us ney sadiyon key piyasey ki tarah meri choot sey apney lab chipka diye,,aur borhey hont..aik 55 saala hount jawan choot ka jawan rus chosney lagey..burhapa jawani sey lur gaya..jawani jawani hoti hey us ney bhut jald burhapey ko pichar diya..aur woh buri tarah chipka meri chot ka rus choos raha tha..merey laboun sey bhi kuch siskariyan kharij hoinh..akhir borhapey ka tajurba tha..jawani ko kuch mushkilain to aani hi thin..akhir woh uttha aur us ney apni shalwaar bhi utaar di…kaafi bara tha us ka lund..shayyad ye waderey jageerdaar apni jinsi sehat per kuch ziada hi tawajja detey they..us ney apna mota lund mery monh ker qareeb ker diya aur us ka lund aadhey sey ziada merey monh mey ghroub ho gaya…woh merey baal pakrey jo resham ki tarah baar baar us ki mutthi sey phisal jatey they..apna lund merey monh mey ander baher ker raha tha..us ka bus nahi chal raha tha.werna woh pora lund merey monh mey hi daal deta laikin us ka lund kaafi bara tha mey pora nahi ley sakti thi..aur yahin shikast hoi burhapey ki ..jawani ki fateh hoi aur us ka jissam aik dam jhatkey khanney laga..aur mera monh bher diya us ney mey ney jaldi sey us ka lund apney monh sey nikala aur ussey sehlaney laaggi takey woh pori arah farigh ho..kaafi manni uchal ker merey seeney per bhi girri aur kuch merey chehrey per monh mey..khair woh gir para bed per..kuc dair baad keheney laga.."Bari garam hey tou..monh mey hi churwa diya ..apni choot to chakney dey..bari pasaand aai hey to mujhey ..ab terey monnh ki tarah teri choot bhi itni hi garam hoi to bus Punjab jab bhi aaounga tou tujhey hi aana ho ga merey pass..aisa maza diya hey meri raani tou ney mujhey.."

Woh phir sharrab peeney laaga ..woh nanga hi betha tha..mey bhi nangi leti thi..apney jissam per laggi mani mey bathroom mey ja ker saaf ker aai thi..somro ney hi kaha tha mujhey..hamdardi sey nahi bulkey is liye key agli chudai mey bhi woh mera jissam choum chaat sakey..mey bed per bethi thi mera haath us key lund ko sehla raha tha..woh sharrab peetey peetey kabhi haath berha ker meri chot mey ungli daal deta to kabhi merey nipple missal deta..mey uuuff ker ker reh jaati..akhir meri koshishon sey us keu murdaar lund meu phir jaan a gai..akhir woh tayyar ho gaya..us ney mujhey seedha litaya aur merey opper sawar ho gaya..us ka lund meri choot mey kaafi ander tak pohnch gaya..us ka lund ab tak meri chudai kerney waley sarey merdoun sey lamba aur mota tha..us ka lund meri choot ki un gehraiyon ta pohnch gaya aha nab tak koi nahi pohncha tha..us ko maza aa gaya meri tang aur reshmi choot mey apna mota aur lamba lund daal ker laikin sacchi baat to yeh key mey bhi us waqt kaafi mazey mey thi..akhir inssaan hi to thi …woh kaafi dair tak yunhi meri chudai kerta raha..phir mujhey ghouri banney ko kahha..jab us ney meri choot sey apna lund baher nikkala to us key lund per laggi sufaidi ko dekh ker mey samjh gai yeh meri choot sey nikkli manni thi..us ney mujjhey aik sey ziada baar farigh kerwa diya tha..mey ghori ban gai us ney meri gaand ka soorkh dekha..aur band dekh ker dobara choot mey hi daal diya..weran shayyad meri gaand chodta..ghouri bana ker kafi chodney key baad woh late gaya aur mujhey apney oper beth ker lund ander leney ko kaha..mey us key lund per beth gai..waqai is tareqey sey lund achoot key aur ander tak gaya..mujhey takleef hoi to mey lund liye us key seeney per gir gai..us ney merey mammey paker keyr ker jhatkey marney shroo kiye..mey akri hoi bethi thi..us ka lund neechey meri choot ki reshmi jhilyon ko rager raha tha aur opper us ka mazbout aur khudurra haath meri komal chatyoun ko missal raha tha..aur hum dono saath hi farigh hoye..us ki manni kion nkey mey us key operhi bethi thi meri choot sey nikkal ker us ki ranoun mey hel gai..mey bhi bedam ho ker us per leti gehri gehri sansain ley rahi thi…..kaafi dair baad merey dimagh ney aik dam mujhey yaad dilaya key mey kahan aur kis key saath houn..aik dam sey uth bethi aur us sey kaha key ab mujhey jana ho ga..mneri class khattam ho gai ho gi aur mama mera intezar ker rahin hongi..us ney mujhey ijazat dey di..woh wahin leta raha..mey apna thakka hua jissam samait ker uthi apney kaprey pehney aur baher nikkal aai..aur khud hi chalti. Drawing room mey aa gai..jahan faraz aur driver betha humara intezar ker raha tha..mujhey dekh ker dono uthey faraz ney merey chehrey ki taraf dekha aur saaf zahir tha merey chehrey per merey hontoun ki pehli lipstick ko dekh ker koi bhi merey pichley chand ghantoun ki ranginiyon ka andaza bakhobi laga sakta tha..us ney nazrain jhukka lin pocha."Somro sahib nahi aayen gey.."

Mey ney khoonkhuwar lehjey mey kaha.."Nahi mey ney unhain bhut thakka diya hey woh aaram ker rahey hain.."

Faraz key chehrey per jaisey aik rang aa ker guzer gaya…

Hum gaari per bethey aur kuch dair baad mujhjey wahin bus stop per chour diya…

Mey lerkhratey qadmoun sey wapis university pohnchi to baher gate per hi mey ney apney papa aur dono guards ko pareshaan kharey paya…un teenoun ney mujhey dekha mey burqa mey thi..dono guards to mujhey tab hi nahi pehchaan paye laikin merey papa…

Woh mujhey dekhtey hi Aashi keh ker meri janib lapkey..unhoun ney mujhey naqab mey bhi pehchaan liya tha…

Mey un sey lippet ker roney laggi unhon ney dono guards ko gher aaney ka kaha aur mujhey apni gaari mey bitha ker gher ley aaye.wahan meri mama alag pareshaan thin…un ko bhi meri university mey ghairmojoudgi ki itlaa mil chukki thi..laikin un dono ney us waqt mujh sey kuch nahi pocha mey apney room mey challi aai…nahaya wapis room mey aai to mama mojoud thin woh bhut pareshaan thin kehney lagin.."Aashi meri bachi..aaj tak chotti bari baat her baat tum mujhey batati aai ho akhir kiya baat hey jot um apni mama ko nahi bata rahin..kiya itni hi khaas baat hey jo aik beti apni maa sey bhi na ker sakey.."

Aur mey ro parri ..mey ney ussi lamhey faisla ker liya key ab waqt aa gaya hey key mey mama ko sab kuch bata doun..mey ney unhain aik aik baat bata di..woh dung reh gain..un ki beti kin qayamatoun sey guzer gai is ka tou unhain andaza hi na tha..un ki laadli beti per kiya kiya pahaar tout parey is ka tou unhoun ney socha bhi na th..unhoun ney mujhey seeney sey laga liya….aur baher nikkal gain..bus qissa mukhtasir kerti houn aap lo bhi thak gaye hongey…merey papa ney agley do din porey gher key gird charoun taraf guards laga diya..police security hi thi…in do dino mey sarey phone tape kiye jatey rahey..aur do din key ander merey saarey documents complete ker key hum teeno mey papa aur mama hamesha hamesha key liye Pakistan ko chour ker yahan Canada mey aa baseye,,,mera wattan mera mullk Pakistan jahan mey ney aankh kholli..jis ki pak ser zameen per meri perwarish hoi…jis key liye humarey buzurgoun ney itni qurbaniyan din apna sab kuch chour ker India sey apney mulk challey aaye..mey wohi gher wohi wattan wohi mulk chour ker challi aai..aaj bhi us mitti ki khusbbo merey wajoud mey hey…ittefaq sey internet per meri mulaqat aik ajeeb likhney waley insaan sey hoi jis ney zindagi ki talkh sachaiyon ko likhney ka aik ajeeb hi dhung nikaala tha..jald hi mey us ki fan ban gai..aur phir jab mujhey yeh pata challa key woh shaks chand dinno key liye yahan merey city aaney wala hey to mey us sey milli us ko apni yeh kahani sunai..apni ammanat us key supurd ki..kion key mey jaanti thi key aaj bhi merey mulk mey bhut si lerkiyan hain jo aik aag key dahaney per hain un ko zarorat hey meri is kahani ki..meri is dastaan ki bto mey yeh dastaan aap sab tak pohncha rahi houn..mey jaanti houn mey ney apni ammanat bilkul sahi hathoun mey di hey..aur aap jantey hi hongey woh writer woh shaks kon hey..ji haan "Zia Shahneel" ab aap sab sey ijazat chahti houn..is umeed key saath key merey saarey hamwattan ya jahan jahan mera yeh message perha r aha hey…merey liye sukoon ki dowaa zaror kerye ga…